Friday, February 03, 2006

co-typed by the two bestest friends in the galaxy--tracy and michelle



i think we are crazy toots but that's alright. came home straight after school cos i wasn't feeling too well. psychological illness, mental breakdown, whatever you call it. I JUST NEEDED A TIMEOUT. revised abit of bio before JELLY CAME OVER :)

i think i'm mean man! so bad of me cos i was supposed to go over at 3.30 but only appeared at 6pm. [i'm glad you realise] IDIOT!! haha but i'm so touched that you made time for me to ROT. i like dining with your family :D feels so homey.

yes. i missed jelly like mad. i just didn't realise how much. we were hugging each other like mad when she came and i just started tearing. i think i am seriously nuts. see what stress and uncertainty can do? so we were just mooching about, watching tv and talking. she went for NP's open house, so we discussed that too.

BUT she didn't see the pharmacy course. BOO. at least i'm going tomorrow. was supposed to visit ah ma, but uncle kai loon wants to accompany me, and he's heading to ah ma's later anyway so yay, i've got an escort. back to jelly and my quality time. I LOVE JELLY :)

i missed NUT lots too. oh gosh! dustbin actually mistaken my nut for another guy! cos i accidentally sent an sms meant for her to dustbin and it consisted of 2 word--"my dear". HAHA! he tought i got a BF!

:Dyour dustbin ah.. FULL OF RUBBISH. haha. i think we're full of rubbish too, after mummy made us finish so much food

.I MISSED YOUR HOUSE! so nice seeing kai and sherman again. and daddy and mummy too *BIG GRINS* anyway, after dinner we went downstairs..

to make love in the moonlight. ooh la la, jealous?









GOTCHA. we went to sit and rot and talk some more. it was so nice, under the moon, drifting clouds [no stars though, only one] but still nice nevertheless, with the wind mussing our hair and the smell of the chlorine water in the pool, and maybe not too nice sounds of someone's recorded singing on jelly's phone.

OH! there was a boy swimming! and haha! he left after swimming 2 laps cos there were 5 girls looking at him. SO SHY. anyways, tracy's dad came down and we met him, so he sat around with us, dozing off while we chatted. and because i was urgent for the toilet, we went back up and started pigging on.. TADA, ice-cream! yummy yummy.. ZHANG YANXIN! YOUR TURN TO BLOG NOW.

yeah anyway.. what? oh you have ice-cream on your mouth, and you don't really need to program your hp no in my phone you know. i know both your numbers, i memorised them ,i have them down by heart!!

YA LA YA LA. you're e sweetest lah. okays! i rem your hse no okays! anyway, kai's eating ice-cream too. hahaha STOP SMS-ING AND RECEIVING SMS-ES AT THE SAME TIME! oh and yay, we got the same phone model :D lol man is sleeping.

all righty, jelly's impatient. HIT THE PUUBLISH BUTTON SO I CAN GO HOME.
awww :( don't go! okay okay, ciao! :)

mixueLOVESyou
Friday, February 03, 2006



Wednesday, February 01, 2006

i wokee upp extremmely earllyy today 7 am! when i dunn need go schhool at ALL with tremendous painn on my heart! haha (=i washedd the clothes today haha LOL. anyway went to lunch with mummy then with DUSTBIN (=. HAHA although bearing the painn i was in a good mood! haha and my good mood gt better when i saw DUSTBIN! he was wearing RED todayy haha!then we went to have PIZZA HUT! HAHA we had chicken royale and lagsania(i dunno how to spell LEHS) haha! so funn so funn then we got HOT CHOCOLATE! HAHA met a new giirl today! haha shes called MANDY . DUSTBIN's friiend! hha yupp aftaa that we went to riverdale! got erm MAHJONG TABLE yupp he want to play mahjong no table so have to get MAHJONG TABLE LORH. (okay thats lame =x) lalala. we took a cabb then he dropped me off at compassptt! lol ii go meet JESSIE JIE (= haha so nice of her i like to see her,shes very niCE. she keep making sure im OK =D thankkks! hmm then we went to buy facial MASK !! then to body shop .. i bought eyelash curler, bodyscrub and body lotion ALL STRAWBERRY FLAVOUR HOW NICE! geee. THEN go home lor! hahaha im going out soon! (= needa settle alot of things before i leave. YUPP LOVE ALL OF YOU! hahaha. tml tml is excitement day! geeee~ im crazyy. im in love. im unreal. im bimboistic. im who im . take it or leave it.

am i doing the wrong thing? what s wrong with me today? is it becos its too pain? im so tired so tired.. i feel like slashing my wrist and just let go of my life. im a burden to dustbin..to my friends .im sorry i dun mean to be so rude and show u guys expressionless expressions..haii whatever ..im so tired alreadyy.. dun argue with me..maybe its time for me to leave you guyss. im sorry

i wrote new song:
i been to the seven wonders,
walked more than just a thousand miles,
but i have yet to see you around..
tell me how long more do i have to walk
just to catch a glimspe at you.
i have not much time left
all i wnt is u being with me..

to be contd`
mixueLOVESyou
Wednesday, February 01, 2006



Tuesday, January 31, 2006

jia long and me not dustbin!!
BOOO! (=
imm happy! last night I TOK to DUSTBIN from erm 10.30 to abt 12am! then again at 1am to 2 plus!!! haha afta that talk to jessie who accompanied tok till like 3.30 am!!! cos i was scared to sleep (thanks babe! i love u mann)and DUSTBINN was holy flying to his friend housee and played cards (= he won fortyy FORTYY!! (better surrender those money to me =pPp) haha mummy went to play MAHJONGG wahhaa! . ermms then what happen arrr. *blurr woke up with the stupid alarm clock ringing to wake DUSTBIN up for his work ..then i cannot sleep agains okays HIS FAULT (:kidding larhhs. cannot take JOKE AR! haha afta that i call him at 9.30 again and make sure he get out of his friend house! and get going to workk which suppose to be at 10.30am he wass still at skk at 10.30 haha HE IS LATE AGAAIN NAHSS. hmmm yes! im toking to him rightt nowww (= going to see jialongg

mixueLOVESyou
Tuesday, January 31, 2006



Monday, January 30, 2006

a painful day.



whats bloody wrong with me.. go away and leave me alone. i dunn wanna tok to anyone..

mixueLOVESyou
Monday, January 30, 2006



Sunday, January 29, 2006


happy neww year people! (=
takke good care of urselves!
with a brand new yearr ,
may all the bad luck be left behiind and all the goodluck multipplies!
hmmm i realized i have abt 25 cousins just on my mother side and my father side i have abt erm 12? so 37 CCOUSINSS. OKIES i saw almost all today .. most of my cousins are 4-5 years OLD like what the HELL!!look how tired i am after playing with them the whole afternoon haha (= but they are so cute..

i wrote new song agaiin..


see my inspired face..
mixueLOVESyou
Sunday, January 29, 2006